My Only Remorse

I'd like to dedicate this to a good friend of mine
I don't really know him no more
But I guess that's
Part of
Growing old you know?
And I'm not
I'm not old by any means
Nah, I'm like
Pretty young, but
I don't know sometimes you can't just
Do anything but wonder you know?

Like what if we had stayed in touch
And it's not even social media that's the issue
It's more of just
I don't know if I can count on him
Any more
To be my ride or die you know
But
It is what it is

You were my only remorse
Let's map out where we went wrong
Help me now plot a course
Was it me that changed
Was it you that didn't want more
I don't know much bout apples
Are they rotten to the core?

Miss my old friends too
Playing music in the hallway
Chilling late after school
But then we walked different paths
A best friend did I lose?
Was it my undoing?
Or was it yours too?

Or was it yours too?
Or was it yours too?
Or was it yours too?

Or was it yours too?
Or was it yours too?
Or was it yours too?