Suicidal Lucy

I'm scared of this
And I'm scared of life
I don't know what I should do
Should I prolong my sadness
Or end it sooner rather than later

If was up to me I'd do it now
But I don't want to hurt my friends
And I want to help people
I can't do that when I'm dead

It's really hard not to do it
It's really hard not to kill myself
I try so hard
I try again and again
I give up so many times
Do you know how horrible it is

Once I could make myself do anything
Now, I'm frequently defeated by life
Defeated totally
It's like it's whittled me away

I don't know
I'm scared
Scared of what I'll do to me
But I'm scared of life
More than that

Fuck



Credits
Writer(s): Lucy Licious
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