Televised

Yea
I know some people want me gone but I can't testify
I'm way on my own so I don't bother needing foreign ties
People on some old shit
Acting like some petty fetti' bitch without her dolce
Grew up on them projects moving drugs but that's them old days
But fuck them old days
I done had some niggas did me dirt and turn to cold snakes
I done had some bitches claim they love me they were two faced
Almost lost my life back in 19 around my birthday
That shit been hurting me
Don't live the past so I don't do no fucking memories
I've been on my own just tryna' think on fucking better things
Leave me on my own inside my room the past irrelevant
Leave me on my Own-oh-oh-own

I just called my dawg today I told him bro I'm proud of you
I just know that we gone really make it Fuck who doubting you
I got all this faith inside your name and that shit be shouting you
Know I'll be right there when all them niggas start applauding you
You got all the family in the world the past don't matter
You just gotta' sit there and just focus on what matters
Know you got a mother who gone sit there and take care of you
Know you got a sister who'll be there when no ones there for you
Yea...
And that shits facts
Ay
Look at what it got from doing that
Oh oh oh
That shit got your name up on the map
Ay
Showed you things that wasn't really that
Oh oh oh

Yea Life ain't televised
Niggas want you down and you won't realize
Ay
Wanna see you gone than rather be alive
Ay
That's why I just be the type to do or die

I'm way too focused
Been up on my own but I'm gone never show emotions
Wonder how I'm goated cause a Nigga stay in motion
Got so many scars from all the pain but my heart golden
Looking at my past and I can tell you that I'm chosen
Who got my back nigga?
Ay
Most who claim that shit know how to cap
No no no
Where was you when I was doing bad?
Ay
Grew up with this shit had to adapt
No no no

Yea Life ain't televised
Niggas want you down and you won't realize
Ay
Wanna see you gone than rather be alive
Ay
That's why I just be the type to do or die

I'm on my own yea
I'm on my own yea
Oh ooh
I'm on my own Yea
Yea
Ooh O-Ooh Ooh Oh
Yea

But yea yo just keep it pushing bro
I'm-
I love you
Like a dead ass brother bro
Just...
Don't. let. this negativity get to you bro
Don't let family get to you
Don't let the...
The- the depression get to you
You got this man
You have a family like I said
You always will have a family
We literally a family and we don't even gotta' be blood
Dawg like...
I just can't wait
I really can't wait
And I know it, and I see it, I feel it bro
I fucking feel it like.
You got this shit
Just keep it pushing
I'm always gonna be by your side
Never gotta' worry about me turning on you
Ain't none of that shit bro
You know how shit goes here
We fight
Make it up
Go right back to our shit
Like always
Love You