Echoes Interlude

Echos on the wall are more vocal lately
Not like I wanna go outside when I'm just
Smokin hazy
People come here once a year and expect a conversation
IDK if it's me but it feels like they booked their reservations
Guess who, but I'm matching actions to communication
Real psychologist when i step away from situations
Tryna control my mind is like betting on the horsing
Races
I'm writing out my mind
Which is the art I like when
I'm going places
Shit is not the same, when i see
Deceiving features
Some change colours like the
Green chameleons
No expectations in a world
Hidden with grim reapers
You went to school but guess
No one could really teach ya
Take the burden on cus you and
Pain don't suit
play the joker, nuff times the kings
Heart been shown boo
I don't go to family events unless there
Funerals
Shit is dark, when being fake is how
They sugar coat
People treat you differently as if you
Asked for sympathy
I'm ashamed you know what's happening
But you were never helping me
November summers I'm a walking
Contradiction
Different moods for different people
Based on how they listen
Bunch of small talk with no hope
Conversations on eggshells when
Your front row
I ain't gonna open up, cus I know
There's letters in your head like
The morse code
Night life at piccadilly, smokin'
Crushed leaves
Now stay home, cus bright lights
Ain't for me
How times changed from youth days
Staying outside for long cus inside was
A dark place
This beat was on loop while i was
Writing 4 pages
Cus my head was down, in my
Mind tying laces
Always grateful so I'm saving
Graces
Life can switch, self-aware of
Trading places
Apologise for putting tears on broken faces

I don't feel anymore
I just flow where the wind blows
In the cold
So we all in a limbo
When I go
Where I go if I don't
Know
Baby it's too strong
I don't feel anymore
I just flow where the wind blows
In the cold
So we all in a limbo
When I go
Where I go if I don't
Know
Baby it's too strong

The people who say this soft
Are the ones with hard shells
Ego in the way of what you
Really feel on a daily timescale
I'd rather pour my heart out on
A type beat
Than talk about chingin man down
Where his life bleeds
But the outcome is the same I guess
So i mean no disrespect
I don't wanna see potential in a coffin
That could fly from a birds nest
Tell me what you do for risk
Is what you do for freedom
If it was peace would you
Let them sniff a treason
If she cheated on you would
You really need a reason
Sticks and stones won't break
My bones
But words cut deep just like
Our gravestones
A lot of man chat like they can handle a throne
A lot of man talk when they watch the team grow
I stay silent and see results flow

I don't feel anymore
I just flow where the wind blows
In the cold
So we all in a limbo
When I go
Where I go if I don't
Know
Baby it's too strong

I don't feel anymore
I just flow where the wind blows
In the cold
So we all in a limbo
When I go
Where I go if I don't
Know
Baby it's too strong
I don't feel anymore
I just flow where the wind blows
In the cold
So we all in a limbo
When I go
Where I go if I don't
Know
Baby it's too strong