Fine by Me

Lost myself inside the weeds again
Haven't been this ambivalent
Since I left Louisiana

Tripping on who I'm supposed to be
Tangled up in the chronology
Where did all the time go?

The more that I know
I know nothing
The harder I try
Still swimming
So remind me, why I'm still playing this game
Tell me why am I this way

I've been losing my mind
And maybe that's just fine by me

I've been outta my head
Leaning into the edge
And I'm falling
And I think I, kinda like it

Punched a hole through the hourglass
Tore the train right off the track
'Cause I didn't like (like), where it was going

Called up my boss said, listen
I've been wasting my time for a living
And I can't afford to walk out on myself anymore
Noo, ohhh no, hey

I've been losing my mind
And maybe that's just fine by me

I've been outta my head
Leaning into the edge
And I'm falling
And I think I, kinda like it

So it is what it is
And I am who I am
I didn't use my college degree
Too late to be a child prodigy

And I've outgrown these walls, some of my clothes
Hell I've outgrown my damn mind
Thank God now
I can't hold myself down no more, no, hey

I've been losing my mind
And maybe that's just fine by me

I've been outta my head
Leaning into the edge
And I'm falling (falling)

(Oh-oh), maybe losing my mind
Is exactly what I need (oh-oh, yeah)

I've been outta my head
Leaning into the edge
And I'm falling
And I think I, kinda like it