You (feat. Preach Jacobs)

Been a couple weeks since you reached out
And we usually speak before you leave town
You must be gone by now, but never called
Last we talked, we fought, but I can't really recall
What it was I said to make you mad - but that's typical
By now, the break-ups and make-ups are just habitual
This shit is like a ritual, annual tradition that I stick with you
'Til the next time that I get sick of you
I keep wanting to get rid of you, but second-guessin'
Every answer we find, we're left with several questions
Handcuffed like gettin' arrested
How can I break free and flee before the vibe between us gets more desperate?
Depressin', we're so deep in the hole
It's easier to stay with you than climb out and be on my own
Dependency is poison and it's eatin' my soul
Control freak, you'd rather lose me than lose the control

It's been a couple weeks, I'm at peace now
Really think I'm finally ready to leave now
We faced it ALL together, except the truth
Startin' to think the cause of all the drama was YOU
Not tryin' to be mean, don't wanna seem foul
It just don't feel the same whenever we speak now
We said we'd work on our issues, but never do
Come to realize my only real issue was YOU

Baby I love ya, but I can't stand ya
Want you between forever and ever
Great apart, but better together
We exist in a contradiction
But everything seems fine when I stick my dick in
Maybe it's me, maybe it's us - lust with divinity
I know Men ain't shit, but what about Toxic Femininity
Wake up - a new focus with a different energy
Love hurts - the epitome
Maybe I'm a punishment glutton
Gave up - so I just say 'fuck it', like it's cheaper to keep her
But cost more if I have to spend
Rather be miserable with you, then alone in the end
This ain't a thug song, feel more like a grudge song
'Cause Superman'd be great without the cape for Lois to tug on
Women break our hearts - and we pretend to get our Thug on
And say 'bitches ain't shit' - just heartbreak from being done wrong
I should leave - but she got a nice booty for me to rub on
Or maybe I just do love wrong
Stevie Wonder driving my Uber
Jesus take the wheel over
Don't want to break up and start these feels over
Love rain - to rid this drought
I guess I'll take the time to figure this out
Might as well...
Love is either "Fuck it" or Fuck it.
Church.

Been a couple weeks, I'm at peace now
Really think I'm finally ready to leave now
You always threaten to leave, but never do
Then I realized the person worth leaving is YOU
Not tryin' to be mean, don't wanna seem foul
It just don't feel the same whenever we speak now
We said we'd work through our problems but never do
Come to find out, the only problem I had was...