Vent

(High tryna clear my mind)
(I get high)

I get high tryna clear my mind
I get high tryna make a vibe
Honestly I miss you
I might need a tissue

Lately I feel like I'm needing a tissue maybe a hug or some drugs(Drugs)
My mental status and my heart are 2 things I can not trust(Nah)
I'm talking to god I'm seein his movement lately it isn't enough(Nope)
You want me to talk just give me a second I just gotta roll a blunt(Woo)
Why did you make me a warrior then get mad when I fight (WHY!)
I'm shattering mirrors like every day cause I do not see what I like
Abandonment issues the age of 5 can't shake this spirit for my life
Billie you died but still living on cause I ain't neva let you go(nope)
I know that I'm wrong for still holding on it's time for me to let you go(gotta let you go)
I know that I'm wrong for still holding on it's killing me to let you go(bye)
I hope that you're here I ask you draw near cause I just need a lil love(Love)
Affection I need I feel like a feign I just really want a hug(hug)
I know it sounds desperate and sometype of reckless but I just really need some love(love)
A perfect stranger can give it to me I know it sound messed up(messed up)
Doctor say they got some medicine that'll get rid of my burdens(Nah)
Hell nah rather tussle with em i ain't neva eva been scary (At all)

I get high tryna clear my mind(Clear mind)
I get high tryna make a vibe (Make vibes)
Honestly I miss you(I miss you)
I might need a tissue(A tissue)
I get high tryna clear my mind(Clear mind)
I get high tryna make a vibe (Make vibes)
Honestly I miss you(I miss you)
I might need a tissue(A tissue)

Don't need a tissue cry in the shower can't nobody ever see dude
Tears falling like everynight who wanna walk in my damn shoes
Lately I been feel'n all a lone even tho I'm all around people
Who ever left gotta push away cause I gotta conquer these demons
Imagine being a single father 5 years all alone and you ain't tripping (Pain)
You get married take your daughter to school that's the last time you see her(Pain)
Slide to the school police there like hell no you can't see her
I cried for days I cried for nights that's the type of pain you don't want to meet
1-2-3 weeks no sleep
Everybody tryna tell me I should eat Everybody tryna tell me I should sleep
Everybody they should really leave me lone
I can feel my flesh start to take control
Lord I rather call you you you then put this here ninna to dome
Lord I rather call you you you then pull all these pills in my throat
Lord I rather call you you you 9-1-1 need you the most
I'm holding on not by a rope but by a thread I'm bout to let go(go)
This is the saddest picture holding your faith while losing your hope(hope)

I get high tryna clear my mind(Clear mind)
I get high tryna make a vibe (Make vibes)
Honestly I miss you(I miss you)
I might need a tissue(A tissue)

I don't wanna live with this pain no more
God please take con-trol
I don't wanna live with this pain no more
God please take con-trol

I get high tryna clear my mind(Clear mind)
I get high tryna make a vibe (Make vibes)
Honestly I miss you(I miss you)
I might need a tissue(A tissue)

(1-2-3 Weeks no sleep)
(1-2-3 Weeks no sleep)
(1-2-3 Weeks no sleep)
(God please take con-trol)



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Brown Jr
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