Resentful

Why you say that
Aw don't say that
I can't be you know that

Uh, I know my right from my wrong
I know the good from the bad
That's why my nights are long
When writing these songs
It helps me digest the bitter pill
Can't sit still
Cause My nerves never will, uh
I've survived the flames
I've endured the pain
People dragging names
Yeah I'll never be the same
Feeling ashamed
hiding In my civil war
I think I need time
Maybe just a little more, uh
Nothing sometimes is too eventful
I need time alone
Sometimes Quinn is essential
All these drunken nights
Fist fights
I feel resentful
Sometimes I wish I could pull myself together
And assemble
I swear to God yo
We will never rekindle
Even if I'm burnt out
I got to do this for my mental (For myself)
I cut communication
Once you sent them mixed signals
And stopped searching for a sign
When it became clear as crystal

I think sometimes
I'm too resentful and
I just don't know what to do, yeah
I think sometimes
I'm too resentful and
I just don't know what to do

And when I look back at it all
I was backed into the corner
With my back to the wall
They use to look up to me
Now waiting on my downfall (Fall)
I was one call away
Now I'm ignoring them calls, uh (Them calls)
And behavior is unbearable
That's one of the main reasons why
I'm no longer available
I feel like I wasted too much time
Too material
If I ever make it out
I swear it'll be a miracle
But I think that I'm my own biggest enemy
I don't want to face myself
I don't have the energy
You ain't got to feel bad
Cause I ain't never
Had the empathy
But my souls so cold
And my hearts black like ebony
Some days I don't want to communicate
Some days I don't want my problems to accumulate
Some days I want to get away and just rejuvenate
Some days I want to get high and just hallucinate

Round around, round we go
Around around around we go
Around around around we go
Around around around we go

I think sometimes
I'm too resentful and
I just don't know what to do, yeah
I think sometimes
I'm too resentful and
I just don't know what to do

And that's just how I do things
I'm just a stubborn Taurus
With a bad case of mood swings
No longer holding on
I let go of like a few things
My stomach was in knots
I untie it like some shoestrings
And being followed by a black cloud
It's hard to get ahead
When disappearing in the background
I always been a fighter
Never been the one to back down
So ima keep fighting
To the end of the last round

Ya ya ya Yo uh
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Ya ya yo Yeah
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Ya ya ya Yo (Thanks for the inspiration)
Ja ja ja Jo Uh
Ya ya ya Jo Yeah
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