Wired Shut

Woke up in a blurry blue haze
Couldn't talk couldn't feel my face
Keep in mind that I'm never this way
I think I'm intoxicated

I feel the red pumping in my veins
White sheets and these blood soaked stains
Look around but there's no escape
I think I'm trapped in this place

They think I'm smiling
But I'm just trying to breathe
They scream it's fine
But I'm just dying of grief

I'm staring down
At this blood soaked gown
As I disappear
In a bed of tears
As I float away
In a grand display
I have reached my place
And I'm here to stay (oh)

Pitch black in an empty space
Clear glass from an empty vase
Crushed pills for a cloudy taste
Purple flowers what a beautiful waste

Silver thorns tangled in my face
Green bands tied a million ways
Gray dust floating out in space
This is my happy place now

They think I'm crying
But I'm just smiling beneath
They think I'm dying
But I just lie in relief

I'm staring down
At this blood soaked gown
As I disappear
In a bed of tears
As I float away
In a grand display
I have reached my place
And I'm here to stay (oh)

Daylight, and I feel it bring me down
Helpless, the whole world comes crashing in
Midnight and the shivers tear me down
Desperate for the cure, I am slipping out away

I'm staring down
At this blood soaked gown
As I disappear
In a bed of tears
As I float away
In a grand display
I have reached my place
And I'm here to stay (oh)