From the Start

I don't wanna ride the wave
I don't really wanna stay
You don't even try to make
Anything of this you just you shy away
You know I'm not used to this
New life new start new shoes to fit
Don't go so far that you used to get
Those ways all day it's a useless gift
And you play your game and I'm through with it
And I paid my dues yeah I'm doing this
I gave my heart and soul just to ruin it
Why you crossed me out like a crucifix

You beat me down when I build you up
You do just what you want and say I'm not enough
You're moving on, and it broke my heart
I knew I couldn't trust you way back from the start

I see all the things you did to get in the way
And you're sitting there and now you ain't got nothing to say
Like you don't even care about me never at all
And you don't even worry if you are seeing me fall
And I don't even wanna try to even the score
I don't get it I don't get it always asking for more
Got me down in the dumps doubting my past
It's messing me up I'm bound react I'll never get back
To the place that was great that we were before
Turn away from the past and you slammed the door
I had to burn the bridge had to cut off ties
I had to get away from this vicious life
That was dragging me down
To the lowest low
It's the norm for you but that's not how it goes
And there's nothing more and now it shows
That you've never been hurt before

You beat me down when I build you up
You do just what you want and say I'm not enough
You're moving on, and it broke my heart
I knew I couldn't trust you way back from the start

I got bigger plans I gotta get on out
I got better friends and imma see them now
You lied to me tried so see past all the red flags
Tried to be by your side kinda like bed tags
But you ripped let you get off
And you doing others thing got me pissed off
And I thought that you had changed but it really is the same
And I'm feeling all the pain from that last one
And I moved on and we're all done
And I hope hurting now that it's all gone
I hope hurting now that it's all gone

You beat me down when I build you up
You do just what you want and say I'm not enough
You're moving on, and it broke my heart
I knew I couldn't trust you way back from the start



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Cayer
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