Summer in December

I've been waiting for you
The sky is so blue
Time we had it flew
But the moments stick like glue
Wish time stayed the way
Stayed the way that I remember
Often I miss ya
Be my summer in December

Man I fell hard
Yet I'm scared of heights
Shawty never let me down
Keep me in your psych
No matter if I smoke dank
Even if I drink
Girl you know you all I think
Let that message really sink
Apologies if you feel I've let you down
Words can't express what I'm thinking about
Try thinking aloud
But nothing comes out
Thoughts slowly filling with doubt
Internal dysfunction a scream and shout

Ain't for TMZ
Cuz I be doing me
I ain't for a key
Cuz I hit the melody
Feeling down girl well I got the remedy
Come through yea I'll drown you out with empathy
You know that you want to see me
Quit playing come see me immediately
This time different than previously
Tell me girl why you keep on teasing me

I've been waiting for you
The sky is so blue
Time we had it flew
But the moments stick like glue
Wish time stayed the way
Stayed the way that I remember
Often I miss ya
Be my summer in December

I've been waiting for you
The sky is so blue
Time we had it flew
But the moments stick like glue
Wish time stayed the way
Stayed the way that I remember
Often I miss ya
Be my summer in December

Something felt odd
Suffer unbreakable odds
Switching with cause
I meant then she meant what we had was wrong
There was no defense the weekends the fighting was long
Making decisions and causing divisions as I can recall
Chaos involved
Bliss in the Fall
Changing arranging and that's just to manage it all
But I'm still stuck in a hard place though
Smoke an L just to manage
And a shot whiskey like I planned it
Other women but I can't stand it
Opposed by how you're outlandish
When things go wrong you vanish
We could've had something had you commanded
But instead, you just left me stranded

It's ok for me to rub my hands all across your face
It's ok if I grab you right below your waist
But it's not ok to love you cuz you got a sour taste
And it's not ok to hold you when we in a public space huh

Girl, I only wish you knew yea yea
What my minds been going through, through
Beat myself up every night my heart is black and blue blue
Just to see what we can do
If you ain't real then I'm chucking up my deuce

I've been waiting for you
The sky is so blue
Time we had it flew
But the moments stick like glue
Wish time stayed the way
Stayed the way that I remember
Often I miss ya
Be my summer in December

I've been waiting for you
The sky is so blue
Time we had it flew
But the moments stick like glue
Wish time stayed the way
Stayed the way that I remember
Often I miss ya
Be my summer in December