Outside

It's so hard
I swear (too hard, too hard)
It's so hard
Going outside alone (alone)
All these monsters want me gone

Walking outside, always sunglasses and a hat
Feeling so cold, all eyes on me, fuck (fuck,fuck)
I swear it's too hard, every glance a strong attack (strong attack, grr, yeah, yeah, yeah,pa-pa)

Walking alone to my home town
Feelin' so strange, I see hate all around (all around)
Everyone look me like a thugger (yeah)
Talking about how I turned to a rapper(yeah, yeah, pa-pa)
Point at me with their finger (grr)
It effects me, I want to pull the trigger (pa-pa)
I stop, I said, don't do it, it's okay
This is my life since for ever, exactly the same (exactly the same, exactly the same)

That's why
I don't want to go outside (outside)
I'm afraid, I might die (die)
It's so hard (hard)
Oh so hard
I swear it's too hard
Going outside alone
All these monsters want me gone (want me gone, pa-pa, want me gone, yeah)
All these monsters want me gone (yeah, want me gone, pa-pa, want me gone)

Creating alone in my room is so priceless (yeah)
Way better than be out with these monsters
Using all my genius to escape (escape)
From all of you that want me slave (slave)

I wish you can see, how much I work (yeah)
How much, I sacrifice to make this drop (yeah)
All the days, I'm staying home
No communication, with the outside world (yeah, yeah, yeah, pa-pa-pa)
Staying alone in my room, Drawing all my plans on the wall
If you see, you would be shocked (shocked)
Probably think something is wrong (yeah)
How a kid like me gonna make it all (make it all, pa-pa-pa)
This road too long, too long(too long)
But I'm gonna take it all (take it all)
I'm trying every day more and more (more and more, more and more, pa-pa)

Probably think, something is wrong (yeah)
How a kid like me gonna make it all (make it all)
This road, too long, too long
But I'm gonna take it all
I'm trying every day more and more (more and more, pa-pa)

Maybe it's a silly dream (it's my time now)
But I'm already 3 days with no sleep(yeah)
Am I dreaming that I'm working
Or am I working on my dream? (Working on my dream, pa-pa)

Creating alone in my room is so priceless (yeah)
Way better than be out with these monsters (monsters)
Using all my genius to escape (escape)
From all of you that want me slave (slave)

Every-time I go outside, it's hard (so hard)
I feel having a panic attack (pa-pa)
Feeling a cold inside me
No one beside me
Monsters want to eat me alive
But I'm already dead inside (inside)
That's why
I don't go outside
That's why (that's why)
That's why (that's why)
I don't go outside
That's why (that's why)