Closeted

I'm somewhere deep in the closet and I lost myself
They buried me under tons of gossips that's my final farewell
I give myself all the pain and i think I deserve it
I cut my wrists i have headache doubt if it's all worth it

I can hear you talking behind my back
Feeling like I'm surrounded by a goddamn wolf pack
My hands are shaking
Gosh, I'm close to panic attack

Yeah, I know that I'm not fine
But darling that's because of you
Nobody asked ur stupid opinion
About things, I never got to choose

I've been fucking jealous for you straights
Because I can't even touch his hand
I cannot act like it's all great
No more

My thoughts are always negative
I'm afraid of that reality
I wish there was a medicine
To cure this shit out of me

You made me hate that person who I am
About my fucking feelings never gave a damn
I'm sorry but ur preachings nothing more than spam
And your whole world concept is a stupid scam

Yeah, I know that I'm not fine
But darling that's because of you
Nobody asked ur stupid opinion
About things, I never got to choose

I've been fucking jealous for you straights
Because I can't even touch his hand
I cannot act like it's all great
No more

Can I stop feeling anything to anyone ever?
I want to I disappear i wanna drown in river
I'm sick of being tricked I'm sick of being an error
Please burn to the ashes i wanna fly forever

Maybe no one gives a fuck about all this love I offer
Maybe you will celebrate my corpse floating in water
And maybe you are right and it's just one of my mistakes
But hopefully, you someday count
How many gorgeous people did you break



Credits
Writer(s): Roman Shishko
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