Forever Alone (feat. Evil Ebenezer)

I've been trynna drown out all these voices
But lately they don't got nowhere to go
I guess I'm a product of bad choices
But lately I don't wanna let the show

I was gone for a minute but I'm back now
Took a blunt to the face then I pass out
Imma keep it lowkey in the background
Quick flex, cut a check then I cash out
I'm hearin' voices, these voices won't ever shut up
I can't ignore em, I'm pourin shots till the sun up
I thought I told you I've mostly been just a -
Don't let no snakes in my circle, I'd never trust em
Workin' hard on my self improvement
Swear to God imma {?} the blueprint
I told em all I'm your next to do list, I've been on the winning team and all the rest look stupid
Sometimes I get down on myself cause I work too hard to fuck with anybody else
Cause this rap shit is a full time job and I work round the clock, I ain't took nights off
I'm the bad guy, notice how the good guys lost?
Words mix through the verse, it's the hooks don't stop
Did dirt since birth when I pushed too hard to let any of you motherfuckers take my spot
It's Merc

I been trynna drown out all these voices
But lately they don't got nowhere to go
I guess I'm the product of bad choices
But lately I don't want all that to show
I'm just trynna live in the moment
Somedays life can spin outta control
It feels like I'm drowning in the ocean
Guess I'll aways be forever alone

Truth is, I got a slight disorder
Really trnna get my life in order
Gotta do it for my wife and daughter
I keep working at night, I'm a loner
Real talk, I been prayin lots
Stuck in my head these crazy thoughts
Trynna figure out when the pain will stop
Couldn't give a fuck if they hate or not
Hard to deal with the phoney friends
No idea where this road will end
Mind is so intense
I drink and I smoke cause I codepend
Don't tell me how I gotta gauge success
Don't you know life's a game of chess, y'all a waste of breath till they fake your death
Watch, all the stress might break yo neck
Days get harder, nights get darker, still gotta conquer and fight problems
I'm digging deep, man I gotta be honest, I'm feelin exhausted, had it lost it
Me and Merc we came up together
We put in work, now they fuckin fed up
We run this shit, yeah there ain't no better
This road is long, it don't last forever

I know I made some bad calls lately
But I won't let the pressure break me
Talkin' to myself like I'm crazy
No matter where I'm goin, I'm forever alone

I've been trynna drown out all these voices
But lately they don't got nowhere to go
I guess I'm a product of bad choices
But lately I don't want all that to show

I'm just trynna live in the moment
But some days life can spin outta control
It feels like I'm drowning in the ocean
I guess I'll always be forever alone

Don't you know, don't you know?
Don't you know, don't you know?
Don't you know, don't you know?
Don't you know?
I'm forever alone
I'm forever alone
I'm forever alone
I'm forever alone
I'm forever alone