Nightmares

I still carry on your memory
I still feel your energy
Although you ain't here with me
And lately
I don't really know what's gotten into me
Became all the things
That we used to pretend to be

It ain't even pain when it cut this deep
Only time I feel conscious is when I go to sleep
And it's not a fucking doctor
Can make this shit shrink
Got that uncommon sense
Give a fuck what you think
All this common nonsense
Running rampid in the street
It's a lot to digest
Gotta watch what you eat
All this shit processed
It ain't even real beef
Everybody think it's sweet for the clout
Til the heat in they mouth
You and the homie got jammed up
But he getting out
Snitches used to stitches now
They get reduced sentences
Alternate identity protection for the witnesses
So it's gon be fatality
So I'ma have to finish shit

I feel so at home in ya nightmares
When you all alone no one else there
Tell me are you scared
Tell me are you scared
Are unaware are unprepared
I feel so at home in my nightmares
When I'm alone no one else there
Dancing with my fear I ain't ever scared
I am well prepared, I am well aware

Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
When ain't nobody left
It don't matter who was right
And the joker always finds that funny
All we wanna do is burn money
Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
When ain't nobody left
It don't matter who was right
And the joker always finds that funny
All we wanna do is burn money

Like wildfire, uncontrollable desire
Causes me to perspire
Working without tire, inspired by higher
To acquire destiny's attire
Worn on the occasion, of fates aspiration
To dance with death
With no slight of hesitation
And dedication is lost without meditation
So focus on what is cherished
And hopeless is interference
Believe not your eyes
For deception of appearance
When lies are not apparent
The obvious loses meaning
Attempting to stay coherent
And conscious forever sleeping
Imprisoned for sake of freedom
Kings without a kingdom
Violence for sake of peace
A youth, no one to lead 'em
And weep soon as you read 'em
The deck was already stacked
You see history it rhymes
Predict the future goin' back a line
History wit rhymes
Predict the future goin' back a line

I feel so at home in ya nightmares
When you all alone no one else there
Tell me are you scared, tell me are you scared
Are unaware are unprepared
I feel so at home in my nightmares
When I'm alone no one else there
Dancing with my fear I ain't ever scared
I am well prepared, I am well aware