Summertime Sombriety

I'm tired inside, tired of lies, tired of everything
Like every night I have to fight just to do anything
I try to forget the things in my head and all that we used to be
But somehow instead they're coming again and all that you do to me

I feel in my head the pressure is set to get the best of me
Again and again, it never ends till it gets the rest of me
I already know we're down to the bone and now there's no escape
So swallow me whole, down to my soul and throw the plate away
Cause it just keeps, repeating
And another time it might just put it down
And I must be, misleading
Said just one more night I'm gonna fight it out

I try to find my way
To rise above this place
Bide time till I escape
But nothing seems to change

I feel the attack, it's coming on back to make a mess of me
Been running too fast, fell through the cracks cause that's the recipe
The story has shown, that's how it goes and how it shapes the day
When everyone's old and everything's cold and there's no place to stay
Cause it just keeps, repeating
And another time it might just put it down
And I must be, misleading
Said just one more night I'm gonna fight it out

I try to find my way
To rise above this place
Bide time till I escape
But nothing seems to change
I try to break these chains
It's not enough to walk away
Don't wanna leave but I can't stay
So tell me what remains