January 2020

I've ended my distraction now I'm haunted by the memory
Lost deep in confusion, don't know how to get back to me
I put my best clothes on and I clean up the flat
I leave the keys in the lock, turn down the thermostat
I'm counting all my blessings and hope that they'll remember me

Three months and it doesn't get better
All this distance makes me realize that I must've loved him more than life
Three months pretending I'll get better
I know I'll always miss him to the core but he doesn't love me anymore

I'm sorry to my family, they always want the best for me
I'm sorry to my friends for all of my dishonesty
But I've got my mind made up as I climb on the roof
A breeze of winter air and an astonishing view
Now I know the ending, the final chapter of the book

Three months and it doesn't get better
All this distance makes me realize that I must've loved him more than life
Three months pretending I'll get better
I know I'll always miss him to the core but he doesn't love me anymore

I'm gone with the wind
Free like the sea
I cut off the roots
No fire in me

I'm gone with the wind
Free like the sea
I cut off the roots
No fire in me

Three months and it doesn't get better
All this distance makes me realize that I must've loved him more than life
Three months pretending I'll get better
I know I'll always miss him to the core but he doesn't love me anymore

All this distance makes me realize that I must've loved him more than life
I know I'll always miss him to the core but he doesn't love me anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Stux
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