Realized

Yeah
No more second chances
No more living a dream
All the nights I spend, yeah
It's not what it seems
The past hurts the most
When I'm all alone
I'm dreading in my tears
You know I'm alright
I'm caved in deep
It's like you don't know
I can't be the guy you thought that I was
Trapped in deep
It's like you don't care
I'm done trying but I don't wanna give up
I'm scared of letting go
It's all about getting better
Desperately needing help
Wasting your time and all your space
Writing you a message that I'm scared to send
All the moments in my head
I can't stop replaying
Memories hitting different when I'm off guard
Catch a bus to the nearest bridge and
Find out if I'm alright

Yeah, I know it's tough
When you realize
When they know
They'll turn
Their back on you

Maybe, I've been choosing wrong
You don't know
Maybe, I question everything on my mind
Maybe, I'm scared of being replaced
By somebody that I don't even know
I've been searching for a long time
It's been so long that
I don't know, yeah
I don't know how I'm gonna end up
Am I gonna fail or am I gonna do good?
I'm gonna brush it off like I don't care
Run it up, just to run another flare
Kick your feet up cause you won't share
Any of the happiness that you brought
Quit being stingy is it all fake?
Every time you lie, it hurts you know?
I don't know
How to get myself out of this mindset
That I've been stuck in for years

You're on my mind
You're all I want
Please come back
I need you bad

Yeah, I know it's tough
When you realize
When they know
They'll turn
Their back on you

I don't wanna be a second choice
I don't wanna be the way that I am
Maybe I know I'm not really enough
Maybe I know I'm not worth the time

You're on my mind
You're all I want
Please come back
I need you bad

Yeah, I know it's tough
When you realize
When they know
They'll turn
Their back on you



Credits
Writer(s): Skyler M
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