In Time (feat. Anthony Bakhuis)

The truth is I've been feeling like this for a while but
It just feels like every time I try to talk to you about it, the words aren't there
So I thought "Maybe if I tried putting my feelings into a song"
I don't know

I'm not gonna lie, yeah, I fell for ya
Yeah, I know I'm just a muggle but I swear that I've been working on a spell for ya
Cause I want you to witness the bloody magic that I felt for ya
You say my name and I melt for ya, dripping out the holes in my shell for ya
Hearing Heaven's bells for ya
I don't want to quell all the thoughts you got popping up in my head
But I'll employ a little stealth for ya
Damn, I don't want to but I get it
We're in a different place and I'm lucky that we connected at all
The fast fall was nothing if not a blessing
But now that I'm all alone, I'm itching to reassess it
Cause I was so cozy, nestled in those beats
That would echo in my chest
Developing slowly into something of a rhythm I'm smitten by
So focused on these dreams that I'm forgetting I'm running on no sleep
I'm trying to shake off the melody that would play
In my brain every time that I would dip into your waves
It's a shame I'm still looking for footing with no gain
I'm a slave to the chute, been falling with no brakes
There's a world between us and I stand
On the edge of it, finna get closer than I can
I know that the bites vanish but the scars might stay
I pray every day that you're filling a bright frame

Caught me looking for a sign but
Every new stimulation's making me lose track of the right ones
I'm tied up in conflict, got my head throbbing like a Psyduck's, yeah
And I'm falling an echo behind, praying you rise in your time flux

I know in one of infinite realities
You and I will happily sparkle brighter than galaxies
I know that we could build a bloody masterpiece
And moving on is fucking maddening
All that I can see in your eyes is a light and a vision
Of a dream of a time that we never will visit
I know that we could ignite but you need something different
So we'll see in time, in time, in time

Yeah, it's been a few months
With a chip on my shoulder and you on my mind
Still thinking over the words to describe
Every emotion that flooded my time
Flooded my climb, filled me with glimpses and sights
Of scenes, I wish I could rewrite
Trying so hard not suffer the plight of the fruitless
The minute I'm lured into taking a bite of desire
Breaking through a cypher
And chasing a star I'm a fool to admire
It's coming from the heart with a fire
It's scorching my brain and it's warping the lane ever tighter
I'm swerving off, finna shirk the bond
I've got a few dreams left, but I'll turn them off
Then I'll heard the thoughts remaining from them into words of songs
That I'll be belting at the dark and the scourge of loss
When it all falls just like I did
It'll cover up the truth like some heavy eyelids
Spent a minute with a muse I never thought I'd find
Till I got headed for the roost like a snoozy pilot
Bloody hell, I'm trying to pause the dive
Into whatever's spawning you into these thoughts of mine
My feelings for you feeling ostracized
Gotta tell you I'm not doing very well cause honestly the fucking drop's divine

I'm seeing stars each time I think of you
Hoping they're the same ones you're seeing by the distant moon
I'm swinging through these fits of composure
Back to the knowledge I've been clinging to that fills me with closure

Because I know in one of infinite realities
You and I will happily sparkle brighter than galaxies
I know that we could build a bloody masterpiece
And moving on is fucking maddening
All that I can see in your eyes is a light and a vision
Of a dream of a time that we never will visit
I hope that we could ignite and we'd be something different
So we'll see in time, in time, in time

Because we all have a path to follow
And I know some paths will intertwine
And nobody knows what the future holds
So we'll see in time, in time, in time

And though it's not what I'd love to swallow
Even without you, I'll be all right
Wherever we go, I hope the both of us grow
And we'll see in time, in time, in time