Dealing With Depression

I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
Sick of stressing second guessing trying to see life as a blessing but
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
And I'm still pinned down by the demons I've been wrestling

I was born with something broken in my brain
Dope smoking like a train
Trying to cope with all the pain
Overcame it until I got stuck in the cycle again
Was loving life until I flipped to suicidal again
Now the panic attack's back
Get manic until I crash
People think I'm doing fine but they don't know it's all an act
Phone full of missed messages I never call them back
Trying to crawl out of this hole but then I'm always falling back

Because I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
Sick of stressing second guessing trying to see life as a blessing but
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
And I'm still pinned down by the demons I've been wrestling

I'm fucking broken brain numb and I'm barely coping
Wake up in cold sweats and I'm shaken frozen
Pain is holding me in it's grips I'm frozen
Slip to smoking dope hope it helps with coping
Door to hell is open I feel the fans of it's flames
Satan's holding my soul for ransom again
For a bag of cocaine and quick escape from this pain
Until I come down again and start this cycle again
I'm suicidal again with a rifle to brain
I guess I became everything I disdain
I'm suicidal again with a rifle to brain
I guess I became everything I disdain

Because I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
Sick of stressing second guessing trying to see life as a blessing but
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
I've been dealing with depression since eleven
And I'm still pinned down by the demons I've been wrestling



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