Real Life (Outro)

Psychologist: "The Reason you've come here today
Is because you fear you're suffering from depression
That was quite telling for me as a psychologist
but also just as a human being
I'll be scribbling down a couple of notes but
Generally as I said it's more of a conversation
Were you happy? Or were you, quite angry?"

Last Year I was in the darkest place mentally
Anger driven, clouded judgement, misplaced all my energy
All my friends disappeared or turned into my enemies
With exception to few
Real niggas and it's true
When you tryna rise above
they just want you in the mud
Instead of making hits they rather you get hit by slugs
But those few earned my trust
Accepted me for who I was
And showed me more love
Than niggas that share my blood
Said I'll give what I receive, that's legitimate
Seen love and hate and Now im the one who's giving it
I severed ties like heads, that's what I call killing shit
It was immanent
Now them niggas feeling it
Coming like The Weeknd, heartless
Just a hole of darkness
Exact opposite of Tony stark's his
Could blind you by the light
I was blinded by the nights
Sitting down, contemplating really ending my own life
Yeah you heard me right

I don't say this for the hell of it
Me I say it for our benefit
Gotta sharpen up ya intellect
Cause real life ain't what Yal see on the internet
I don't say this for the hell of it
Me I say it for our benefit
Gotta sharpen up ya intellect
Cause real life ain't what Yal see on the internet

Psychologist: "There's obviously a lot of passion there
And in this stage of your life
your perspective on life is perhaps changing
We've got a couple of minuets left
We'll take the conversation in a completely different direction now
And get an idea of where you are now"

This year I'm picking up the pieces of my life now
No more looking back I'm too focused on right now
To change ya mindsets the first step to change ya lifestyle
But ain't as easy as it might sound
I'm still a night owl
Rolling trees inside of white owls
Every song like prime time so I'm playing lights out
High stepping
Hope you caught that bar like interceptions
Cause nobody stopping me from what I'm destined
Someone needs to hear this message
Know they out there stressing
Hope hearing me today leads them away from being reckless
Yeah these only words but energy can spark the engine
And serve as a connection between them and they blessings
Went through hell and back just to finally learn my lesson
So take in every word that I'm saying in these sessions
Yeah, don't underestimate the power of ya mind
You could fear Everythin, or face Everythin and rise
Trust me

I don't say this for the hell of it
Me I say it for our benefit
Gotta sharpen up ya intellect
Cause real life ain't what Yal see on the internet
I don't say this for the hell of it
Me I say it for our benefit
Gotta sharpen up ya intellect
Cause real life ain't what Yal see on the internet

Psychologist: "I can tell from spending 15, 20 minuets with you
That you are a good person
You know this is interesting, people now are being raised
Almost exclusively by the internet
The most important opinion we have
Is the opinion of ourselves
And in all honesty, we want to be happy
You're entitled to be happy
You're allowed to be happy"