Thinkin' Out Loud

I lied too many times to people that really deserved the truth
Didn't have Jordan so me and my bro was thuggin' sharing shoes
You think I had the slightest thought that bro was gon' tell on me
You think I'ma let that lil' niggaa kill me if I got my Glock on me

And a nigga was blind to all of the shit that them niggas was doing to me
I move how I move cause I ain't tryna die by a nigga who beefing with me
Let's get to the point and just keep it a buck, most you lil' niggas not even street
Yeah, I jumped off the porch cause I didn't have money to get all the shit that I need
So a niggas start hitting them licks, I was clutching the Glock 17
I was getting away all the time but I wouldn't think that shit would catch up to me
I got locked in that cell and I couldn't make bail, I was missing the feeling of freedom
I was running out options get 30 in trial or just take a three-year plea
This pain that I got buried deep
We don't give a fuck what you think
My teacher would tell me that I'm just a fuck-up and say that I'm better off dead
I cut off some niggas cause they wasn't grinding and tryna go get them some bread
I caught me a opp just so he can't run I upped and I shot at his head

You just sit back and think
These niggas portraying the image
You fell out with your dog, now he bashed your name
To be honest, you niggas pathetic
Giving niggas ideas, he steal it fom him and won't ever give you no credit
I done got to the point where I stopped pouring fours too much pain so I poured up a seven
My brother just showed me the light, for real, my vision was blurry as fuck
We ain't know how to hustle for nothing, we're used to scrape change just to make up a buck
It just seem like nobody the same but I'm wasting my time just by giving a fuck
You niggas believe in these rumors like bitches by someone who making them up
I fuck with my niggas the long way, no question I know they ain't faking
I told them to be patient and think about the past cause eventually niggas gon' make it
I hate telling the truth to motherfuckers, they act like they want it but can't even take it
I done cut a few niggas off just for the better, not cause a nigga on some fake shit

This glock quick to give you a facelift, police questioning me, bitch, I can't say shit
If you really gon' ride to the end, nigga slide till they dead but y'all niggas on scared shit
My lil' nigga been slanging that iron probably since he was nine but he still on the same shit
It was so many times where I looked out for niggas but they turned they back on some snake shit