Grand Delusions

I found a drug to take that
Gets me less there than back again
They say it's fine on TV but
If shame was gain then I'd be ripped

All of my friends have tried her
Brothers and sisters sinking deep
And somehow I know that
I know she'll never leave me

Here's how it plays on most days
I'm feeling confident
I think I've finally beat it
I think I'm over it
But when the heart is racing
The head is clear as mud
I suffer grand delusions
Just one more taste and I'll be done

Run run run away but
No ticking clock can wash my hands
And I tried hiding under
A poker face, a bad romance

Do you believe? said Jesus
I do please help my unbelief
I give up, he gets me
He said he'll never leave me

Here's how it plays on most days
I'm feeling confident
I think I've finally beat it
I think I'm over it
But when the heart is racing
The head is clear as mud
I suffer grand delusions
Just one more taste and I'll be done

I'd get high
To get by
All the lows
In my life
Take a bite
They say
Human nature
Michael J
But it's blah blah
Maybe just
Nah nah nah man come on
I get so lost in my head
I hate what I have become

And I keep stumbling down it
Soon I be drowning
Said it was only gutter I'm in

Who am I kidding
This a delusion I'm at it again

I don't wanna be playing this game
Taking way too many hits to the brain
Down on my knees and I'm praying
I'm praying Lord just
Take it all away

Here's how it plays
I'm feeling confident
I think I've finally beat it
I think I'm over it
But when the heart is racing
The head is clear as mud
I suffer grand delusions
Just one more taste and I'll be
(Done)

I know you told me
To leave my things and follow you
I guess I wanted
To leave my cake and eat it too
It tears me apart
The sin in my heart
But then, Jesus
You knew this
I can tell by your scars
Oh



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Writer(s): Derek Wall
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