Nightmares

It was like this kid, this Lil kid
Came up to me and told me that
He wanted me to speak up for him,
Speak up about his problems and -
He could not do that by himself cz
He told me that if spoke about his problems
To some prople
He would get pushed away and man I could
Fucking relate to that so...

It's been weeks that I have been weak,
Sick of these tears that don't stop to leak
I try my best not to squeak,
I am bleak it feels like the whole world hates me
And this pain makes me unhealthy.
If health is wealth then why am I begging
For food when I am alive. i cry, cz i cannot
Hide my body well, i dont have have enough
Money to buy clothes to wear.
Iam working here carrying bricks and sticks
For a lame pay, but i dont have a
Home where i can stay. i call these streets
My own cz i been living and crying and dieing in here.
I been tryna understand the sign of life,
They say you get what u give,but
All i ever was slaps n kicks. i cannot
Give that to others cz i know how that feels.
And i been living in a nightmare.

(hook)
I thought that we were the same,
But it feels so different,
Live my life for a single day
Hope you survive this night mare

Yae, i will pray, not for you but for me
I will never say that i hate myself
Even tho its hell. Looking at other kids
Who are rich of my age, iam satisfied with
The torn clothes that i wear they have an
Iphone but complain about not being well.
But i still dont wanna chage and have a life
Like theirs. Cz iam satified with what god has
Given me today. Sometimes i fantasize sleeping
On a bed and having a shelter over my head.
But iam ok,eating outta the trash like my friends did.
Oh, dont get me wrong, my friends are dogs
In the strreets. We eat together and when we
Have nothing to eat. We eat our own shit and again
I been saying that iam living in a nightmare.

(hook)
I thought that we were the same,
But it feels so different,
Live my life for a single day
Hope you survive this night mare

Sometimes i sit back and contemplate,
How its like to have a family that isnt dead like mine.
I see kids hold their mothers hand and walk
Share what they feel understand and talk
They have so much yet they say that their
Life suck. When i carry my sack and pick up dirt,
I used to hate that first. But now i love
Cleaning cz i realize
When you litter thats humanity lost and when
I puick up dirt its worth the cost
Cz they say humanity originated from dirt
You go to a school, i never seen one
Smoke to be cool, i never had fun
Life is a stage so when is my turn
I dont know people show pity at me
But never give a lil to eat when iam hungry.
But i know this is how my life is supposed to be.
I hear someone scream my name, i wake from my
And realise that is dream had me living in a nightmare.

(outro)
And when i woke up, it was like
I dunno man,
It just felt so real that
I still got illusions of this kid in my head
And stuff like that but
I dont really understand why people gotta
Be rude to this kinda people.
Like i dont know man,
Its not about the standards bro,
Its just about humanity and if not
Dont even think about gettin help
From someone when you in need.