In My Bones

I feel it in my bones
I'll hold on
Can't let go, I know
It's the only road for me
Go ahead send your drones
No bombs will destroy this home
One day you'll see
This house I built for me

This is my house, I came with the key
Brick by brick, built for me
All the nights that I put in work
While you stayed asleep
Now I'm somebody you would kill to be
An ill MC, and will I go wildebeest
Unleash the artillery
Like my brother with an M16, the marine
He taught me when your back's to the wall and you feel that heat

You're not quitting, we gotta be on top of the industry
Like hot-diggity-dog
You motherfuckers I be killing them off
Like Oswald when he shot Kennedy
The semi-automatic hit them like a Glock 17
Eliminate the enemy
You'd [never would ever] be ahead of me
No reaching the pedigree of a level three felony
Oh no, serenity, my flows could readily bulldoze

Motherfuckers you were supposed to fight
When there wasn't no hope in life
Used to rap with the open mic
But nobody liked what I had to say
I coulda went ghost at night
Like poltergeist
That I took no advice
Took a chance and I rolled the dice
When people showed no love, cold and white
Just give them hell 'til they melt
Like motherfucking frozen ice

And looking back I'm still amazed
Overcame darker days
Countless fights, lot of people who walked away
Even if I'm all alone
When they come for me in my damn home
I send the dog while I load the gun
And I kill them all 'cause it's in my bones

I feel it in my bones
I'll hold on
Can't let go, I know
It's the only road for me
Go ahead send your drones
No bombs will destroy this home
One day you'll see
This house I built for me

These kids think I'm lit, legit
Adults think it's my fault when the say bitch, it is
I ain't never been a role model, any kind of mentor
I just ate an edible, it tasted like a Lindor
Chocolate got the shit from a groupie
That was tryna give the pussy to me
When I met her at the end store (hey)
In short I ain't even end up fucking her
I got her in her underwear, and couldn't get my dick hard

What is your rap name, Lil -
Something Lil bitch boy
Maybe that I fit more than yours now
Rappers getting shittier, it's hard for me to pinpoint how
Just when I thought it was impossible to get dumbed down
Anymore than it already is
I done contemplated calling it quits once again
Every time I see a trend come around
Ain't about being young or
Lyrical, sick of those typical tones

Hear the same accent
Hard from me to tell where you're from
Never thought I'd say this, but I really miss Lil John (Yeah)
No hate, but I feel the same way
'Cause I did so then every artist better tempo switch
Tryna get those spins from a sound in the ground
Thought it couldn't get worse, but it did times ten (times ten)

Infinity, it's progressively worse
I guess I let sentiment bother me when I was young I had to put in
Hours of my time to be the best and made to get respect for my word
I love to get goosebumps when I feel real shit
I don't care about how clever the words
But instead thirty seconds of verse full of sound effects
Now I gotta hit them with the "yah"s (skrr)
Yah uh yeah

I feel it in my bones
I'll hold on
Can't let go, I know
It's the only road for me
Go ahead send your drones
No bombs will destroy this home
One day you'll see
This house I built for me

I feel it in my bones
I'll hold on
Can't let go, I know
It's the only road for me (for me)
Go ahead send your drones
No bombs will destroy this home
One day you'll see
This house I built for me