To Myself

Why would i talk
If i wont be heard
Why would i sing
If i wont be in tune
Why should i jump
If i'll do alone
Talking to me
To myself

Why should i run
If i just gonna lose
Why they are there
If they will disappear

I don't say that i want
It means that i'm afraid
But luckly you are here
And you will always be

And all that bothers me
That turns to be more dark
Because it's a disguise
From an empty eyes

Just try to go outside
Just try to feel you're here
And embrace it

I feel fear
Of feeling it again
To feel you in my hands

And i think i'm not ready
It's a phase of hatred
To myself

But i just want to know
If you will be there
If you'll love me
Cause i wont if you go

It's the strongest sad emotion
The will to say no
The will to refuse to love
Will we be here again?

Just forget about it
And may try to burry
All the bullshit that you worry

So the one i look
And the eyes that are burning
Are the same

Thanks to time
That bring us together
Thanks to that
Burning desires

Empathy
Became stress
And the hate
Turn to love