Waiting

Get this weight off my chest
Like I'm pushing a bench but some things in my head really better unsaid to my death
Obsessed with the stress
Can't get to the top without all of the steps, It's just cause and effect with the energy
Get what you give and it's meant to be
Mentally wish you could know what you meant to me
Melodies, all I got left of the memories
Kick it with you like Krate
You made me realize I'm more than my body
I show up sloppy
Look like a zombie
While you lookin Godly just wearin' my Tommy
Life throwin' punches like Ali but imma be fine if you got me
And oddly enough, show I don't give a fuck
Buried by money and drugs
It's scary to love and it's tough but you carry me up

Stairway to heaven
I'm lookin' over the ledge and
Fuck it, I'm jumpin'
Rushin to plummet, yeah it's truly something my mind like a dungeon I'm stuck in
Searchin for oneness but don't have no compass
Roll with the punches they come in abundance
It's rainin' and pourin'
When I'm blackin' out put my conscience in storage
These Bottles imported, make me feel important

You lookin gorgeous

Keep it low key not apparent like orphans
Can't wait till the day that we bloom like an orchid and flourish
Your soul is worth more than ten times of a fortune
Ten times of a fortune

That's a lot

I can feel it in my soul
I can feel it in my bones
Never felt like this before
I been waiting way to long
I can feel it in my soul
I can feel it in my bones
Never felt like this before
I been waiting way to long

Sorta gifted, my core is rigid
Enrich my mind with these poor decisions
Distorted vision mixed with a gorgeous women
Better close the door we gettin' more explicit
Roll a lil weed on my foreign bitch
She say she want the tree to get her Aura lifted
Hope the Lord forgive it while I turn these words to like four tuitions
Times four tuitions

Drippin' in gold
Down to my soul
She just my ex but she blow like an O
We just had sex, I don't get close
Got her nose rockin' white like a Pope
Like a ghost
Tried to catch lil a buzz off ya love but my heart too froze
Hear ya voice through ya post
I'm way to dangerous
They can't hang with us
I got vision like I took that angel dust

I feel phenomenal
So irresponsible
I got more drugs than a hospital
So diabolical
What do I got to lose
Do the impossible, never was optional
Act like I am but I'm not a fool
You changin' up like an audible
I find it comical, it doesn't bother you
What have we got into? What do we got to lose

Bigger picture into focus
I can see through all ya motives
Souls and spirits make me golden
Drive ya mind just like I stole it
You can take that as an Omen
Take my pain like Ibuprofen
Yeah
I said take my pain like

Hear the most when in silence
Uh
See it all with closed eyelids
Uh
Energy is so timeless
Uh
Feel it all and don't fight it
On different planes, we ain't got no pilot
Moved on to better days and we ain't got no guidance
Uh

Bigger picture into focus
I can see through all ya motives
Souls and spirits make me golden
Drive ya mind just like I stole it
You can take that as an Omen
Take my pain like Ibuprofen
Yeah
I said take my pain like

I can feel it in my soul
I can feel it in my bones
Never felt like this before
I been waiting way to long
I can feel it in my soul
I can feel it in my bones
Never felt like this before
I been waiting way to long
Too long