I'll Be Fine

Warm winds creepin
Through my window
As the sun sets
Will you let me know?
Can you make time for a second tonight
Hold me in your arms, talk under the light of the moon
Kiss my face and I swoon
Possible it's to soon
To feel the way I do
About another dude

Yeah i'm skeptical
Of my mental
To feel so damn sentimental
Blessing and a curse
To be an empath
With so much hurt

But that's apart of the life I live
Step in the cold water for the feel of it
Smoke to cloud pain, been a bit
Since I want to quit
Then I take a hit
Changing my perspective
On the way it is

I promise i'll be fine baby
If there's not more to say
See you another day

Think way too much
Bout who to be
And not what I need
So it's bout time I see

Speak about the needs
Of my being are they true
Cause when I get sucked in
I can't stop thinking about you

But really need to take the space for me
Hiding in my facade, gives me complexities
Do I lose myself in the love I give
Is it true I come up with the thrill of it

Crave lust but through it pain
Since not one lover can feel the same
Not ashamed, no one to blame
Since loving myself is apart of the game
What do I do
Showing up for myself
Is in fact, so much harder than I knew

I promise I'll be fine baby
If there's not more to say
See you another day

Think way too much
Bout who to be
And not what I need
So it's bout time I see