I See Thoughts

It's gonna be a whole lot of
Who do I think I am
I been breaking all illusions all 2020
I am not who I was a year ago
I'm realizing how dope that is
Thinking about who says who does she think she is
Is not a divine woman's mentality
No one thinks more than I do about who I think I am than me
I see the invincible
I messed around and got another
Glimpse of my worth
Access got mad skinny
I release the drama of others from my past
And I joyfully create more conscious connections
But I study me
Before I judge and create a story about others
Thank you everybody for being exactly
What my growth needed to be for me
I really got away from believing my own BS
I clear this stuff about me in me
I examine my own self-incrimination
Even if it brings up a lot of pain
I release all the games I play to be right
The way I talk to myself matters
So I sweet talk and pillow talk myself
I have a compassionate and kind inner dialogue with myself
The stories, experiences, the triggers,
The needs, the fears, the traumas
And all the goods are the holy ingredients that
Make my presence and energy delicious
This 2020 plus awareness going on got me seeing what I need to change
It's freaking me out but my hands are up and
I'm yelling yass at the top of my lungs
I won't pretend I'm a big deal
This gift is a big deal
The force behind the gift is who I serve that's the big deal
And I get to express how major the big deal that is within me
Self love is rudely brave and I accept it now
This me that I am now is enough
My awareness is more powerful than all distorted realities
And versions of myself and the world
I am the vision board and I cut and paste others appropriately
I'm so out cold wit it
I silence irrational thoughts
Striving for real beauty that can be felt
And not just seen
Help me see
I apologize I'm correcting and healing the mindset
That attracted them
And tolerated them for so long
I am healing and I see I don't bond with them in this level of healing
I release you
I won't protect insecure egos anymore
Because I see my thoughts that match them
And those thoughts are gone now
I see the flattering sweet tongues facades of loyalty
Yet wisdom will keep me from others sincere BS
My inner wounded child can't bond with them anymore
Cuz baby girl is saying "she growin up"
I am taking this year at a slow pace
I'm moving but I'm pacing this thang out
I think I am doing a beautiful job
Figuring out some heavy ish
I'm integrity driven woman
I transmute all disempowering habits
That I made up to defend myself
Every sting of rejection and betrayal that
I've threaded into my heart memory
I unravel you now
Now I don't need you anymore
Thank you
I am the vision board
I'm done being childish
So much so many are no longer in my blind spots
I don't need to know it all
I've embraced the unknown
2020 plus I continue to co-create you from a place of love
I see my thoughts
I see our thoughts
I see me now where are the lies
I see me now where are the soul ties
I see me now my thoughts will bow
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