Somewhere in the End

You know it's just a matter of time before
This all blows up in my stupid face
I should have seen the dominos from miles away
I was oblivious though I stepped out to stare into space
Now my body has no

No need for all this adrenaline
Give me dopamine so that I can pretend
That this track doesn't run right off the edge of a cliff
My fate is sealed it's a strange kind of bliss
It's all gonna fall apart

I will go down with the ship
Pour myself a drink and in-between each careless sip I'll sing
Fuck it, all the pieces will land somewhere in the end
Tomorrow is another day in which to fail again

Sleepless nights and caffeine fuelled days
Have produced the conditions for madness and rage
To propel me through the monotony of everyday
Reaching terminal velocity and I'm gonna break
Oh I'm gonna fall apart

So to hell with delicately building this house of cards
I'll be free when I go down and I'm gonna go out with style
Flip the table with a psychotic smile
On my face

I will go down with the ship
Pour myself a drink and in-between each careless sip I'll sing
Fuck it, all the pieces will land somewhere in the end
Tomorrow is another day in which to fail again

This internal anti-motivational speech
Is precisely the kind of comfort that I need
Come midday I'll dance to my ringtone in my dreams
And laugh maniacally at my demise as I sleep
And everything falls apart

I will go down with the ship
Pour myself a drink and in-between each careless sip I'll sing
Fuck it, all the pieces will land somewhere in the end
Tomorrow is another day in which to fail again