Dear Filip (Outro)

I can't lose hope, I can't lost hope, no
Can't lose hope, can't lose hope, no

I said I swear I'll be okay but I just grabbed another bottle
It's like I got a weakness for these drugs and skinny models
But I been weighed down, let me show you what the beam like
Promise if you talkin', then my boys won't even think twice
I can't let you into all my feelings, 'cause they messed up
I don't wanna put you through the pain, 'cause I can't rest, nah
I'm tryna make it through, all my homies fallin' dead now
If I don't take a break then that's exactly how I'll end up
I'm really makin' money and I put that on my dead bro's
No matter what they sayin', I'mma cop the bag for everyone
I guess in the end, that's all I got 'cause I been gettin' paid
But money don't replace for all my brothers I can't see again
If you look up in my eyes, you see that I done lost a few
Seems like I been losin' brothers, 'bout like every week or two
I can't let it hold me back, you know I couldn't be a fool
Everyday I hide emotions, I can't follow by the rules

Shawty say she would have never guessed that I been hurtin' too
Shawty say she would have never thought that I'd be in the coupe
But I make this cash fast, all this money for my Momma
All this money for my Momma, all this money for my Momma, yeah

Yeah, my family taught me right so my life is always winnin'
Man I hope a few people can scream the words I be singin'
All the homies always tell me I ain't weak to say I'm sad
But I use this shit as pressure to make me another bag
Now I'm prayin to my God, please forgive me for my sinnin'
And I know you had my back and my brothers since the beginning
But if you get a chance, tell them please don't go
And for ones who did, I ain't lose hope

Okay I chest up, I can't let these mother fuckers test us
Losing all my homies by the two's, who gon be next, huh
Emotions runnin' deep, my scar tissue gettin' worse
Can't forget when I was five, my boy was dead up on the curb
I really feel alone, I feel like just layin' in my bed alone
I don't want to tell the fuckin' story 'cause my heart is broke
I'm talkin' up to God ever since an adolescent
But regardless, I'mma keep on smilin' through, this shit a blessing
Yeah, this shit a blessing, this shit a blessing, yeah

Yeah, my family taught me right so my life is always winnin'
Man I hope a few people can scream the words I be singin'
All the homies always tell me I ain't weak to say I'm sad
But I use this shit as pressure to make me another bag
Now I'm prayin to my God, please forgive me for my sinnin'
And I know you had my back and my brothers since the beginning
But if you get a chance, tell them please don't go
And for ones who did, I ain't lose hope

I can't lose hope, can't lose hope, no