Here To Stay

Remember the first time that we met
It seemed so right for me to stay
And what about the first night that we spent?
Since then it's all the same

Сome home just to find you in a bed asleep
Bottles on the floor, white noise of the TV
It's been like this for weeks, the truth is hard to say
But if I want what's best for me I must push you away

I catch sight of us burn out
Slowly fall apart
I just can't watch myself going down this endless line
Why would we even try
To go back to the start
But it's so hard for me to leave it all behind

Forever and always we once said
But then I threw these words away
I chose to change and all the rest
The rest just stayed the same

Another conversation leading nowhere once again
If you don't wanna meet my parents at least pretend to like my friends
Never share your deeper thoughts, never see how you are wrong
Tried hard to find the meaning, was there ever one at all

I catch sight of us burn out
Slowly fall apart
I just can't watch myself going down this endless line
Why would we even try
To go back to the start
But it's so hard for me to leave it all behind

The memories of us are here to stay
Isn't there still something we can save
(I slowly fall apart)
The memories of us are here to stay
(Catch sight of us burn out)
But it can't keep on going on this way

The memories of us are here to stay
(Oh isn't there, isn't there)
Isn't there still something we can save
The memories of us are here to stay
(To go back)
But it can keep on going on this way
(Leave it all behind)