When I'm Free
Reminiscing bout the past
You never know when those emotions blast
Always thinkin' bout those times I was the last
Needed help, but no one listened, so I couldn't ask
I had to finish my task, but all I found was a broken glass
My mind was burning like gas, I begged for freedom
Some people tried to save me, I pretended that I didn't need 'em
Felt like a dog in a cage searching for a chance to run away
Anger and rage made my colours blur and fade to grey
But one day I found the way, no one ever played me
And even if I fail, this time I have a plan B
I'm not alone and not afraid, so come with me
Or go away, but I decided today
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
Never thought about that, why am I sad, why am I mad
I'm alive and I should be glad, but I'm not, why is that
Should I pray to God? Maybe move abroad?
Or just end my speech, put a dot
They say it's easy, like listening to Weezy or Jeezy
When things get a lil bit cheesy, you just press stop
But it's not, tell a person next to you to win a jackpot
What would he say, that it's easier to get shot
Wait a second I'm awake, what a great job
I'm back on my track, this time I won't lose my way
It's a long journey, but I decided today
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
Man, I don't have that depression
Ayy, but I know some people do
Well, maybe I had once, but I told her F u
I didn't say the full word, cause I was scared of her
You know she wanted me to stay in my place and stay with her forever
And then I started takin' actions, I changed my school once
I felt that if I don't do that I'll soon be with the dead ones
Dead on the inside, for a long time some of em'
Finish their story by crossing the line - suicide
If you think you're alone and no one wants to be with you
You gotta SPEAK, couse nobody's gonna speak for you
And you now keep the message that I gave you
I wanna save you
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
And I decided to be brave, when someone dies
But if a person says he's good, he's telling lies
I decided not to cry alone when I am sad
But call my friends and have a chat, what's more to add
Oh
To all of those who wanted from me traps songs
Fuck ya'll, couse I don't want to see you dead soon
You never know when those emotions blast
Always thinkin' bout those times I was the last
Needed help, but no one listened, so I couldn't ask
I had to finish my task, but all I found was a broken glass
My mind was burning like gas, I begged for freedom
Some people tried to save me, I pretended that I didn't need 'em
Felt like a dog in a cage searching for a chance to run away
Anger and rage made my colours blur and fade to grey
But one day I found the way, no one ever played me
And even if I fail, this time I have a plan B
I'm not alone and not afraid, so come with me
Or go away, but I decided today
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
Never thought about that, why am I sad, why am I mad
I'm alive and I should be glad, but I'm not, why is that
Should I pray to God? Maybe move abroad?
Or just end my speech, put a dot
They say it's easy, like listening to Weezy or Jeezy
When things get a lil bit cheesy, you just press stop
But it's not, tell a person next to you to win a jackpot
What would he say, that it's easier to get shot
Wait a second I'm awake, what a great job
I'm back on my track, this time I won't lose my way
It's a long journey, but I decided today
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
Man, I don't have that depression
Ayy, but I know some people do
Well, maybe I had once, but I told her F u
I didn't say the full word, cause I was scared of her
You know she wanted me to stay in my place and stay with her forever
And then I started takin' actions, I changed my school once
I felt that if I don't do that I'll soon be with the dead ones
Dead on the inside, for a long time some of em'
Finish their story by crossing the line - suicide
If you think you're alone and no one wants to be with you
You gotta SPEAK, couse nobody's gonna speak for you
And you now keep the message that I gave you
I wanna save you
I decided not to change, but to be myself
Tired of leaving all my skills laying on my shelf
I decided not to hide, but to stand and fight
For my attitude, for feelings till I reach my prime
I decided to show everyone my will
By spreading confidence that no one's ever gonna kill
I decided to become a better me
Hopefully I'll see you in the future when I'm free
And I decided to be brave, when someone dies
But if a person says he's good, he's telling lies
I decided not to cry alone when I am sad
But call my friends and have a chat, what's more to add
Oh
To all of those who wanted from me traps songs
Fuck ya'll, couse I don't want to see you dead soon
Credits
Writer(s): Gvidas Rope
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