Learning to Live

Waking up from a dream
Aches in my bones
Still feels like I'm in REM sleep
Hasn't hit me that I'm still alone

Woke up in the middle of my bed
Not dangling off the edge
I'm starting to feel myself again
I'm tired off looking for
Someone to love who doesn't grow
Alarms go off and it's danger zone
But now my homes all my own
Don't have to hide behind closed doors

And now I'm in this open home
Just please don't call my phone
Your FaceTimes are being ignored
No fake smiles or hellos
Now I don't know what to do, to do, to do
You're all I know
I'm learning to live alone

Gotta dress up
Throw my hands up
In my room by myself
Don't need to be so sad
Loneliness doesn't need to be so bad
Now I'm on the run
Empty road 7 A.M.
Twenty missed calls
You tell me you're with the wrong one
I tried to keep my mind off the pain
Now I'm just trying to be
To be with you, with you
I don't even know why I want to
But here I am daydreaming the day away

And now I'm in this empty home
Just please don't call my phone
My heart can't handle to hear
Your personal ringtone
And now I don't know what to do, to do, to do
Without you here
I'm learning to live alone
Learning to love alone