New Day

Dig up another day
Just trying to get paid
Change the future that I have made as my memory starts to fade
I traded my eyes for a faded disguise as my success revealed its lies
Breaking the mould, feeling so cold
I can't hold my head above water no more

I don't see another way
I wanna be another me
Until i see another way
I'll be a broken me

I try and find a way to hide
In the shadows so no one can see
The mess that I've made in the skin I abide
The neverending misery
Everything I've worked for
Crumbles to dust on the floor
Stone cold and unforgiving
They try and tell me this is living
But I know I'm broken

Ash to ash and dust to dust
Feel whiplash with skin to rust
Every opportunity is slipping through and leaving me
It's passing me by with every moment but I can't grip enough to hold it
I can't see, I cant breathe
Getting caught up in the past, I dwell and I seethe
But really truly kinda thankful cus that all made me, me
Without the things I've been through what would I even be
I wouldnt be the truest me
And that's not how it should be
I gotta be a newer me
To set myself free

I try and find a way to hide
In the shadows so no one can see
The mess that I've made in the skin I abide
The neverending misery
Everything I've worked for
Crumbles to dust on the floor
Stone cold and unforgiving
They try and tell me that this is living
But I know I'm broken