S.O.S

Don't let those who
Think less of you to lecture you
Smile in your face
You'll never know what I'm goin through
Bottle up all of my problems
I don't know why
Shake it up shake it
Pop this champagne to the sky
People took advantage of me
And I let em
That karma gon come right back
May God test em
Lost souls know not what they do
May God tell em
And I still wish em the best
May God bless em
I don't need a shirt
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Please disregard the blood
On my arm when it bleeds
I always loved them more
Than they loved me
All the sacrifices you make
Can bring you to your knees
My dear melancholy
Please don't try me
I attack these raps
From scratch
Like poison ivy
Don't get attached to traps
Like rats
I know your hiding
They can't see your value
Cuz your light is too blinding
Liquor never helped
Only amplified what I felt
Weed eased the pain
But the thoughts in my brain
Have a mind of their own
Inhale I stay blown
My thoughts were manifesting
In the twilight zone
I try to meditate
Some days my mind's broke
Sleep during the day
Cuz at night I stay woke
Sometimes you have to vent
Please don't choke
On getting all your thoughts out
While your eyes get soaked
It really is sad
The type of spirit some people have
If your an empath
Learn how to say no
When you walk down
The yellow brick road
Of your life path
I been feeling like magneto
Without the helmet
Tryna professor x my thoughts
Off the planet
Rise like a phoenix
Activate the helix
I remember the day
My DNA
Went jean grey
I can see your soul
But that can make it worse
Sometimes a gift
Casts a shadow of a curse
Its hard to heal from trauma
And it hurts
Especially when conflict resolution
Doesn't work
Worked 16 hour days
For what I couldn't afford
My uncle stole my car
And then took me to court
Ones I got money with
Tried to kick in my door
& The girl I did everything for
Wont touch me no more
Listen mental health is real
Talk to someone bout depression
Money makes us kill ourselves
Just to keep everything we renting
I know certain events
Supposed to teach us life lessons
But xanax and lean
Aren't helping u to see the blessings
Don't you ever fall
We got this
Pressure always
Makes a diamond
Weakness comes out
When we're crying
Spirit grounds you
But we're flying
Get some reiki
Your awakening
We are building
Never breaking
Heal yourself
This world is faking
All our dreams
Are meant for chasing
Your imagination
Loves playin tricks on you
Our souls are meant to win
But they say we lose
Burn a bridge sink a ship
If your lips stay loose
But you have to cut ties
From those who ridiculed
I have a special set of skills
The devil cant take me
I still have a purpose
Thats why God wakes me
Even when you hide in the dark
Look to the skies
I'll hop out from underneath your bed
Like surprise

Please get therapy
Talk to somebody
We all goin through it
But your really somebody
Dont commit suicide
That hurts somebody
But if you heal yourself
You can save somebody
If you play yourself
You gon play somebody
If you kill yourself
You gon kill somebody
The hate is real strong
Please love somebody
Love is the only way
We can heal everybody