I Don't Know

Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go
Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go

Trying to find who I am
None of this was ever part of my plan
Graduate and get to work on my craft
And now I don't know who I am
Now I don't know who I am
Now I don't know what to do
Like I got no more to lose
I'm feeling lonely
My smiles eroding
I'm losing myself and it's painful to lose
I'm trying I'm trying
I know I can't hide it
I'm trying forget all the hurt that's inside me
I'm hiding I'm hiding
I just keep trying
I'm hiding my heartbreak behind a sad smile
It's a fake smile
Wanna break down
It's insane how nothing wanna go right now
Go and write this down
It's a peak of my life
It don't feel right, now
Right now
I'm looking for answers
I got a problem
Looking for solving
I can't rely on myself to stay solid
I just can't find it in me to stay strong
And I cannot take back
What has been said and
What has been done
And what is to come
Is out of my reach
I got this hold on myself
And it's crazy to me yeah
See I was just looking for space
I tried creating some time
I tried to get myself into my right mind
Try to find a way to manage all of my time
Which is weird now
Cause I guess I took to long
And I'm right here now
I ain't alone
But this feeling has me weak man
Tryna overcome a pain that's got me beat
Now I'm sinking in to deep

Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go
Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go

I know I'm not alone
This has been done before
I ain't the first
And I won't be the last
I know this feeling is not gonna last
I know there's answers to all of my past
I can get over it
Time to start growing and
Time to start showing that I am the man
I am the one who got up and moved fast
I am the one who grew up after that
Take off the headphones it's time to start moving
Find a new path
We better start cruising
New day to shine
Now I'm gonna make It mine
Now I'm gonna take my time
Cause I got to make it right
Cause I got to figure out
What to do with my life
Got to make it to the top
Gonna show what I'm about
Ain't no feeling in this world that is gonna hold me down
I won't let it over come me
Nothing's gonna slow me down
Listen everybody saying that they happy
And they know that I'ma make it
And I ain't ever felt alone
So trust me I'm just trying to fake it
And I hate it cause it's everyday I miss you
And it's every night I wish that you would call and say I need you
I just need you
This isn't normal for me
This isn't normal for me
Honestly I don't even know what to think

Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go
Sitting in my room with the lights all off
With my headphones on
Got the sad tunes on
Thinking oh my God
Where did this go wrong
Shoulda kept going on
I don't know
I don't know
I wanted more and more
I wanted change
And I want something to make me whole
Make this feeling go



Credits
Writer(s): Rolando Ordonez Iii
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