Am I Dreaming?

If y'all knew how much work I put into this shit,
Y'all would think I'm crazy,
Big love from my family for believing in my dream.
A lot of people going to find a way to hate on what I'm about
To say but i stopped caring a long time ago mane. Lets get it

I'm getting older now, I gotta be a role model
Feeling lucky hitting 7's, but I ain't struck the lotto
Just blessed to see today, no guarantees tomorrow
Hoes call me say they wet, that's why my feelings shallow
Am I dreaming or God gave me this vision?
Being a pastor don't buy yo ass a ticket
Ain't afraid to fail mane I see myself winning
I know Darryl up in heaven with his face grinning
Bout to turn 24 my Kobe year
Niggas know my flow, is no compare
I'm gone get it, hoes hit me tryna make a difference
I dont dm my ex, can't catch me slipping
Niggas got their hands out like the gross sisters
Jeffrey Dahmer'd the beat, I don't leave no victims
Blue fit on a Friday but nah I ain't cripping
You get cut from the team if you don't fit the system

I thought my skills would trickle down like Reagonomics
I had a B in philosophy but I'm bad at logic
All these issues in rap, but stackz here to solve it
And any line In the dirt, on Jesus Ima cross it
In high school I use to get so many college offers
Jealous niggas want me dead but I ain't in no coffin
They selling white to get the green they must think this Boston
Fly to York once a year like they playing for the Dolphins

Omg omg I used to hate myself
Funny how I beat everyone else
I done beat depression
Fuck suicide I'm progressing
Godly flow nigga put in me the new message
Ima walking testimony
I ain't do this by my lonely
Had my family and my homies
Fuck every nigga forreal mane that tried to wrong me
Shout out my nigga David Jones man, he tried to warn me

Alicia Keys, I know my worth
I just bought some new gear with my nigga Poopa up on the shirt
Take some chances my brother if you expect to fly
Cause every day on this earth mane we all next to die
Before my ass in the dirt make sure I'm right with God
I know that the truth hurts, but are you down to ride
Loyalty over love y'all know that's all I breathe
You ain't gotta touch the field, to be all on my team.

Doubt is feeding me like popeye with a can of spinach
I lock in on all my bars like it's a life sentence
No remorse like O-Dawg yes I am a menace
Shout out my fam that made sure I wasn't down to pennies
Work ethic, grandma prayed for all my blessing
You pathetic, been a bitch since adolescence
Don't regret it, cause I can't settle with being second
Niggas ready, this real shit is all embedded

I'll never treat a track man like a throwaway
I done seen so many niggas make the same mistakes
I put 100 in this shit I'm tryna get paid
So much talent in my corner, that's why I stay my lane
Am I dreaming or am I really going insane?
Every beat Ima beast and I cant be tamed
Best rapper in the 4 & I'll tell you why
Cause I'm the only thats different and that shit a shame

I'm a firm believer in speaking things into existence.
Negative niggas give removed with the swiftness.
Can't have that shit around me.
If you ain't moving up with me you can only be dragging me back.
That's why you don't see a lot of people with me like you used to.
Everyone dont have the same mentality as me. I can't settle,
I can only keep getting better and better.
Big Love to my dawg Trey Plummer.
And shout out my dawg Dejon Brisett I see you getting drafted
Big homie. A black King. Keep dreaming my youngins, keep dreaming