Blood & Sand

I'm so sorry for the way I've been living
I'm barely alive in despite of my breathing
I've lost my faith and my skins suffocating
I don't think that I'll make it through this evening
It comes and goes
It consumes my soul
It lives and breathes in everything I know

So here I stand with blood and sand
Screaming at the world without giving a damn
Try to work it out but it never worked out
Nothing really matters but the cards you're dealt
If the good die young then I'll live a long life
I'm trash and scum and a waste of your time
I'm trying the hardest I can

It's been some time since I spoke my mind
Nothing feels right am I wasting my time
The weight of the world is crushing my spine
As I lie to myself for the thousandth time

Scratch at my eyes till I go blind
Pull at my skin till I'm food for flies
All that I do is curse this earth
Put me in the ground for the ones I fucking hurt
Ones I fucking hurt
All the ones I've hurt

Why do I even fucking try
To do the best I can and keep my head held high
I kill my insecurities by getting high
I'm in a different place
Torn from love left behind



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Mercer
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