Self Deprecation

What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it Take time
What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself (You deserve It)

I could never see myself to get a major
Like I wasn't smart enough to be accepted, but rejected
Still, music paved a way for me to get the paper
But my pain is feeling numb like it's second nature
Every day is just blank
I'm feeling outta place in my ways
I'm broke without a dollar to my name
To entertain, is all it takes to make a change
But i'm feeling like i'm so gone, nowadays I ain't feeling the same
I'm blowing to escape all the lows
With my high and this smoke
My eyes is so low
But it's not from the dro
It's from all the strain
When I cry in my soul
Cause' I'm killing my spirit
To strive my goals
So many people calling dude fine
And you don't see a sign
But you moving like it's all in due time
But my faith in this music is like faith in religion
I'm confident and I believe that things will change in minute
But I know the thought of failing only making me different
Cause I took my dream and made it a mission
People criticize the best of you, hoping that you play your position
But if the pressure's too hot, stay away from the kitchen
And think, if Jordan never gets the ball
How can he show the skill he has or correct the flaws?
That's why I gotta make a chance for me to set the bar
And pray I don't get gassed like electric cars
Hit me up

What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it Take time
What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah) learn yourself
I been

I been out here in my head feeling pain like all day
Been too long since I felt better, I could hear my mom say
You my baby, i'm still learning don't forgive me for my faults
Nothing's deeper than these actions, I can't cover up these wrongs
I still got passion in this art, just so happened that i'm lost
Finding ways without direction so I stumble over thoughts
If you asking, I been damaging
Hurting and don't know if I can handle this
I'm coping, smoke my happiness
I wish I could be numb
But I feel everything
Yeah I feel every bit of pain
You moving forward but somehow you feel the same
In my brain, I see a king beneath the shame
But in my mirror, only thing I see me, in need of change
And I love talking but i'm often lost for words
I can't find my love like RiRi
Now I'm knee-deep on the verge of being murked
By own depreciation
I can't explain
When you feel caged in
But ya free to think ya will
Gon' push you further with some patience

What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time
What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time

What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time
What's worse than crying alone?
Tell me what's better than writing this song?
Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it