Indigo Bunting

I hated to wake up and find that you weren't here
I just wanna hold you close and feel that you are near
You should know my attitude is governed by my fear
It's the strangest thing
It's the strangest thing

All those years I told myself that you were gonna stay
And in my heart I hoped you'd make it to my wedding day
Now it seems I've grown so used to you being away
It's the strangest thing
It's the strangest thing

But oh, I remember the days when you held me
And we would sit in the sunshine
And I would look at your hands
Then you would call me your Indigo Bunting
Isn't it crazy how some things
Just aren't meant to last

Thinking back on Fayetteville and I can't help but smile
Watching those old videos makes it seem like a while
Since photoshoots were put on hold when I put you on trial
It's the strangest thing
It's the strangest thing

I've been trying to forgive but can't seem to forget
It felt like I was mourning loss that hadn't happened yet
I have the right to feel betrayed but all I feel's regret
It's the strangest thing
It's the strangest thing

But oh, I remember the days when you held me
And we would sit in the sunshine
And I would look at your hands
Then you would call me your Indigo Bunting
Isn't it crazy how some things
Just aren't meant to last

Oh, I remember the sound of you laughter
The lazy naps we took after
Long days out in the trees
At last, you've got the thing you most wanted
You'll never again feel haunted
By the desire to be free