Can't Find The Ocean

I spread all my boarding passes
Out across the bed
And holding the box where I've kept them
I shake my head
The places I've been
That I've never seen
Whole years I can barely remember
Out on my own I've skipped like a stone
That leaves no impression

And I can't find the ocean
And I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it

I slept for an hour or two
But I didn't dream
Woke up with a headache
Still holding a magazine
I crawl through the phone
Just trying to get home
To close down the distance I've traveled
It's such a fine line
We try to unwind And start to unravel

And I can't find the ocean
And I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it
And I can't find the ocean
And I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it

And when I get home
I feel further away
Like everything's falling
Millions of miles
And nothing has changed
It feels like we're stalling
I can't believe that you'd wait for me
Still here you are
Here we are

And I can't find the ocean
And I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it
And I can't find the ocean
And I cannot fight the waves
This has taken a year off of my life
I can feel it