Introspective

Just looking around I'm really changing
I'm smashing personal goals, I'm celebrating
I'm in a studio now, the odds have weighed in
I changed my life around so blessed to be creative
Cause for a time I was living at the bottom of bottles
Popping pills every day I swear I lost all my morals
Then all of a sudden like a golden ray of light hit me
I saw the company I kept wanted to drown with me
I saw the choices I was making they were more than shifty
My soul was screaming for a way out, the answer simply
Stared at me right in the face, I couldn't give it eye contact
Low self-esteem pushed my buttons held me back
Negative environments create a mangled youth
So I detached and took myself straight back to the root
Seems I wasn't lost I was just stuck under tangled truths
Now I've got my focus on, know exactly what to do
Have you ever had a burning deep within your soul?
That if you can't pursue it, it really takes its toll?
See for me that's music, my autopilot cruise control
When I'm in my zone every little piece of me is whole
A circus is what the mind will create to divert you
And keep you down and out that's when it's time to give birth too
A fresh mindset, a new way of existing
I'll be damned if just surviving is the only way of living
Wake up and smell the roses, your life clock is ticking
Gratitude will open up all the doors to new beginnings
Meditation over conflict, resolve and pure forgiveness
I've let go of who I used to be, seemed like risky business
Vow to the higher power, universe my witness
Ima do the right thing the time is now let's get this



Credits
Writer(s): Charlotte Allen
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