Die Alone

I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to rise like this
Try like this
I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to die like this
Die, die alone

I hate to see the pictures
That you post
It only takes me back
To better times
When we were close
I guess it was your company
I'm missing now the most
A pill that's hard to swallow
Knowing this is what I chose
But we don't mix like
Water and gasoline
There's too much on the line
That you ask of me
Changing my path
Would be a tragedy
Turning our love
Into catastrophe
You're just a memory in my head
That I try to forget
I wonder if they lie
When people say they have no regrets
Focus on my shortcomings
Wonder why I'm depressed
Smoke a half ounce in a day
To numb the pain in my chest
It isn't right, I know it
Drown the pain in Moet
Never try to show it
But I have fear emotions
That I might have to do this
All on my own
And that's a drag
To think that I could have you
Having my back
Hard to detach from that

I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to rise like this
Try like this
I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to die like this
Die, die alone
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
Die alone
Die alone

I hate when I'm alone
I'm hoping you come back
I've been staring at my phone
It holds my whole past
Scrolling it so fast
Love is a hard task
Praying we stay together
But knowing it won't last
Sorry if you hate me
But lately it's getting crazy
I've been taking medication
The vision is still hazy
Depression at its worst
And I deal with it on the daily
Somebody save me
We can make it work
As long as you want to try
As long as we stay together
Then baby it's you and I
Maybe we gon' die
But never gon' be alone
As long as when I'm calling
You always answer the phone
Never a dial tone
Never a dull moment
Cuz' every time I say that I love you
I show emotion
I notice that you know it
I'm hoping we stay focused
So we can last together
Forever inside the moment

I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to rise like this
Try like this
I don't want to die like this
Die like this
I don't want to die like this
Die, die alone
I can't get away
I don't want to die
Die alone
Die alone

You never told me
Where we stood where we fall
Why you kept all your walls up
Flaws they were brought up
And just swept away
So I don't think it's best I stay
But I don't want to die like this