Numb.

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up
But I can't feel

Yuh
See the past been rough
Feel like I gone through enough
When I lost my mom then I lost my dad
They were all I had
Now I just feel bad
That shit make me sad
I still got a dad but he lowkey a ghost
I don't really see him he gone like the most
My sister been raising me god bless her soul
I really appreciate it I don't show it tho
Cause the more she know
She gone know I'm weak
I don't wanna feel like I'm a little dweeb
Cause it's sad to see that's what I grown to be
I mean mentally it got the best of me
I can't even think of being a happy me
Cause my ex gone
I made hella songs
Didn't help that much
Almost got me jumped

And the thoughts that I been having lately
Have gotten so crazy
My life ain't amazing like all of you think
I flex on the gram like I got everything
But the truth is I'm empty
And I ain't got nothing
That shit is depressing
Got no one to vent to
I got lots of offers
It ain't comfortable
But nothing personal
I don't even know what the hell is wrong
I make hella songs about the same thing
Different words but it's all the same thing
I been doubting if I have faith man
Asking god for a answer amen
But he never seems to hear me praying
Feel like the more that I try to fit in

I ain't like you kids
I been different
I ain't dress like you
I ain't rap like you
I got attitude
N I got manners too

See my life is like a drug
I don't know what's going on
Member when I was on drugs
Only weed it wasn't much
But it really fucked me up
Thought it helped me when I'm down
But that shit just made it worse
Yeh

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up
But I can't feel

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up
But I can't feel

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up
But I can't feel

I been feeling very numb
I been feeling very dumb
I been feeling lost from love
I been tryna open up
But I can't feel



Credits
Writer(s): Isaiah Pesina
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