Push Back Down Again

Take myself and make it all fit and
Throw away all the useless shit and
Pull yourself up by a thread
Promise to never do it again
Get through all the self loathing and fucking
Take a bow as the final curtain's closing
Behind the scenes
Around the bend
And start to do it all again

Isn't this what you wanted?
To push yourself back down again
Isn't this what you wanted?
To be your own enigma code
Isn't this what you wanted?
To be the failure that you see
Isn't this what you wanted?
The self destruction that is me

Repeating the process and
Look at a non existant plan
Get ready to suffer again
I already know what is comin
Throw myself down
Break myself down
I can not do it anymore
Throw myself down
Break myself down
But I know whats waiting past that door

Isn't this what you wanted?
To push yourself back down again
Isn't this what you wanted?
To be your own enigma code
Isn't this what you wanted?
To be the failure that you see
Isn't this what you wanted?
The self destruction that is me



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Smyth
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