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I became so accustomed to your lies
Conditioned to assume there's a new one every night
Had no choice about fight or flight
Thought I was responsible of saving your life
Took my keys and hid them in the drawer
My new normal like the nights before
Looked you in the face
Didn't recognize you anymore
But you were so reassuring.

But this is boring, so predictable
Say you adore me next minute
You're despicable
Said it was all for me, like abuse was gift-able
You just ignored me, the story was so fictional

While it hurts it's safe to say
It's safer for me to stay away
Easier day by day
but I hate the version of me you've made

I've become someone I don't even know
Was so easy going
Now I'm scared of showing up to places
I might see your face with
Girls I was replaced with
God, I fucking hate this

But this is better, less critical
Don't have to compete with girls who are
Just clickable
The things you've done my dear
Are unforgivable
If you still love me I'm sorry
It's not reciprocal

While it hurts it's safe to say
It's safer for me to stay away
Easier day by day
but I hate the version of me you've made

I mean it when I wish you the worst
I'm tired of being the bigger person
Flame ignited
Made a version that's afraid and quiet
Never should've confided in you

While it hurts it's safe to say
It's safer for me to stay away
Easier day by day
but I hate the version of me you've made

Mmm, I hate the version of me you've made