LSD (Love's So Dead)

I'm tired of using words like "nightmares"
'Cause when I wake up there are moments with brightness
I'm also done playing with fire
I wanna make sure that when she comes
I don't burn her

My eyes certainly felt the weight of love vanishing
And the thought of her seemed to stay quite threatening
It's ironic that I feel bad
It's easier to be apart and moving on

I never wanted a past like this
It's such a bad fairy tale
It ain't something I like to tell
But it's one of the things that will always be there

I'm mostly insecure, I am paranoid
I've hurt a bunch though I cry a lot
I've sometimes said that drugs are my life
Now I am glad you showed me that love's so dead

If I had known that moment was going to weigh more than these years
I would probably had fallen anyway, I don't deserve that much

There's so much time to think about you, time to remember your eyes
Sadly, honey, I don't think I can, you don't deserve that much

It's been an odyssey
I've been struggling with the distance
Your words sound as clear but
Your tone might push me farther now

As hard as it gets
I know I must keep going
But I never thought
That love would take me here

Our love's so dead