Lil N***a You Special

Sometimes I think what she think if my momma was here
Was on my last I struggled bad to cop a yoppa pill
Pushed my addiction was my mans until he went a squealed
All the apologies I gave out they was all sincere

Don't got no Ls but you could catch me still behind the wheel
Don't never nut inside these hoes I don't wear condoms still
I'm immature but I'm approach to life is kinda rare
Show me your intentions let pick inside your mind foreal

When I'm around her love to gaze into her eyes fr
My homies gas me when I'm crushing that shìt kinda rare
You was my baby rocked you slowly like a rockin chair
But you went changed the girl I used to know went disappeared

Nowadays I jus reflect on shìt like mirrors
Nowadays the internet gangsters is feared
Had no direction now he stuck doin a bid
That's jus what happens as we grow up where I live

I talked to God he told me lil Nigga you special
Told you loud and clear somehow you still ain't get the message
I'm P$B I'm Big heavy on what I'm reppin
I'm tryna lead my ppl to the land jus like a shepherd

I got all kinda feels
But usually don't never let them out my mind foreal
I used to nut inside that pussy every night foreal
Its fuck my homies that changed up when shit got tight foreal
My heart been cold shit I was 12 my shit been ice foreal
Love orange soda call me kel don't want no sprite foreal
I'm 21 I thank the lord got no indictments still
I'm running head first into life foreal
They said it all would be iight foreal

They know I'm speaking facts so I know sum my lyrics they don't feel em
I'm jus tryna take my ppl out the hood show em sum millions
Got my pedal to the gas how you gone race me if you yieldin
I don't do it to be cocky being him was not the mission

I love Bari that's my bro
Love Jesiah like my own
Plenty nights when we was cold
Had no place to call our own
I love my nigga Pop Pop
Had convos no one will ever know
But you could thank em, he the one told me use tune and that's on Bro

And I left Day 1s down the road
Cuz niggas be breakin codes
But somehow someway they look at me and say I did em wrong
Go'n put that cap on cuz I know you cap
All the shit I know about Em off da random sound like Snapple facts

Them niggas they was there but then ain't have my back
Be going harder for my homies than myself cuz ion play like that
Ain't nobody really do shit for me had to make it happen
Say on my kids if they was here I prolly woulda been da greatest daddy

They know I'm speaking facts so I know sum my lyrics they don't feel em
I'm jus tryna take my ppl out the hood show em sum millions
Got my pedal to the gas how you gone race me if you yieldin
I don't do it to be cocky being him was not the mission

I ain't worried bout nobody
Doin me handing business
I'm doing this shit for my ppl's
Keep the fame I want the riches
But I know the game and you can't have the riches without fame
To me this more than chains
I'm tryna look in Forbes and see my name