Anxious

First year hit
I ain't know bout shit
Been wanting to go college since I was a kid
Graduated high school at the top of the list
Now in a big ole ocean I was a lil fish

Either you sink to the bottom or you learn how to swim
Thank god I had all of them scholarships
Otherwise I wouldn't really have a dollar for shit
Not for the rent or for the books that I had to hit
Best of all this paper was way more legit
Better for me to sell my story than to sell me a brick
Writing essays
Do the application
Submit
Back then there was no deadline I would miss
Procrastination wasn't really a part of my habits
Had to change the place that I had to inhabit
Back where the streets was wreaking the havoc
Placing young brothers in the caskets
Good grades flew me out the country
Felt fantastic
Broadened my horizon, now that shit elastic
Not constricted to my block. I had to move past it
There's much more to life to see than what you have there
Put your mind to it
I promise you can have it
Always a student
Learning's everlasting
Sometimes it's good vibes and a bunch of laughing
Other times it can be some really sad shit
Stay strong
Just know that you can withstand it
Get out your comfort zone
Be outstanding
Think about your future and how you going plan it
Not just about the cards you got
It's how you playing it
We all humans beings on the same planet
No need for you to hate
That's just doing damage
Focus on what you wanna do for grandkids
Longevity
Now your legacy expanding
God damn

What I'm gonna be when I grow up
Made me anxious as a kid, but now I'm all grown up
Last week I turned 20, my teen years passed up
And it feels like just yesterday was catching the bus
But now I'm driving
Cruising down memory lane
I'm looking back to the days where I was afraid
Of what the future held
Shit not much has changed
But at least now I realize to have faith in fate
I mean, I can't control what God has planned
So little man, you don't gotta think far in advance
You should live day by day, do what is at hand
And cherish every fucking moment you'll be wishing you had
And everything will workout for the best dawg
I just been tryna workout, getting reps dawg
Baby Luca on the way, our fam getting blessed dawg
About to be an uncle, life changing for the best dawg
No stress
And everything is full circle
As long as you believe there's nothing that can hurt you
There's gonna be bumps in the road, a few hurdles
Just stick to your roots
Stay grounded
Stay fertile
And everything is full circle
As long as you believe there's nothing that can hurt you
There's gonna be bumps in the road, a few hurdles
Just stick to your roots
Stay grounded
Stay fertile
God damn